Wednesday, February 25, 2015

Passing the Time...

Greetings all! Hmmm...it's been a couple weeks right since I posted. I've been occupied with what they call "Life" in the past weeks or so. Nothing out of the ordinary but still occupied. I'm up tonight blogging to kill a whole hour before I need to get up to administer meds. I have an alarm that I do respond well too, however it's just easier on me [my body] to stay up until then. So I thought I"d post a quick entry as I attempt to keep these eyes peeled & the mind energized til 3am...Fingers crossed xxXxx :)

Lately life & it's many ups & downs have been catching up with me. I'm always on the go & hardly sleeping much. I'm sore a lot lately....A whole lot. More than usual. I know it'll pass but if it doesn't then oh well. I'm giving myself that pep talk, not for myself but more-so for those around me. I figured if I show some optimism in my health they'll back off with the worrying. Truth is, this is my life. It's always filled with pain, always has. Nothing probably won't change that. It's not that I'm looking forward to it or welcoming it into my life, in fact it's the very opposite. I just know the truth of my reality & that reality is living with OI can come with a lifetime of pain....You get accustomed to it. Some days you're able to manage without it showing on the outside & other days you can't hide it. And lately I haven't been able to hide it the way I'd like. The face never lies..It always tells on ya...Expressions that is. Just when you thought the phrase "hey you don't look so good" was a t hing of the past, someone bites ya in the butt & says..."hey you don't look so good"...LOL...I'll be fine though really. The cold weather contributes to bones that aren't in the best health by default so all I can do is bundle up, rest & pray for some relief. My age, having a baby & living with OI all play a major factor in my pain. It's come to a point where I've seriously gotta lay off the cheese burgers & Pepsi & start eating foods that will contribute to my energy level & exercise so that I can keep up with my growing Honey-Dew Melon: Haley Jean!!

Well I guess I'll get a head-start by peeling myself off this couch & get started. I know I've got 20 mins but hey....I'm starting to ramble & if I don't go now they'll be hell to pay...LOL..Overall we're doing well & HJ has been home nearly a month doing so fantastic that I can't contain myself. I'll try to check in again sooner than later. Oh, click the youtube link below for a little treat. Gonna go now so  I can catch some Zzzzz's

....Til next time. :)

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=CFt0pLL3b7A

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